“The Feminine” call tomorrow
Our weekly call is tomorrow (Tuesday Aug 23) from 18h to 19h30 CEST (Paris) please join us on zoom (link here) for a call about “the Feminine” with my own partner Magdalena who will play the Gong and explain some of her work with other women, hopefully I get her to talk about the moondance too but that’s going to be a challenge as it’s not something these women talk about.
I will be honest, I fell asleep listening to the audiobook from Joe Dispenza yesterday (see my previous newsletter). I was tired.
I remember just one thing before I fell asleep, he said anyone who says “think positive” is wrong and that it doesn’t work. The work would be instead to “retrain our own genes” who have been getting our bad manners all our lives.
Be your own master.
There is a clear pattern. The more consciousness books I read the more opposite advice I get. They all disagree, based on science or spirituality nobody agrees. The only solution is to “be my own master” and find what’s right for me, will write soon about this.
I woke-up this morning and went straight into a 30 mins meditation. From there I started singing some Yawanawà (if you’re new reading me, the tribe I spent about year with in the jungle) songs.
I went straight from singing songs into 4 conference calls and hours in front of my mac doing emails and “important” things for preparing PAWA (an event in Paris I am working on Oct 14-15).
I am writing this now at 21h17 and after I will go sing again some more, this time for the baby in Magdalena’s womb. I am very curious to see if he recognizes the songs once he is born end of November and if that helps him sleep.
Yes, going from singing a very old song to a conference call back to a song is fine.
Nothing weird.
When I started my path in the jungle I started seeing colors coming out of my mouth or synesthesia, now I see them pretty much all the time and if I don’t see them well, I know they are there.
There are some issues to overcome. If someone slams the door of a car I also see the mess coming out of that reaching my ears and some of what it does to my body. But let’s stay positive, it makes me stronger.
I love singing now and sing every day
It took me quite a bit of time to understand what those ancient songs do and I am still learning. They can increase or bring visions, calm people down or get them a little crazy if you sing wrong… Some go all the way to saying they are “healings” others say it’s bullshit. I don’t care what people say, I like them and learned to sing many of them.
If I don’t practice I lose them so today I recalled “ba-i-te” and shared the song in my podcast if you are curious to hear an indigenous woman friend “tchutchu” sing and teach me. It’s not her on the photo above, could not find a photo with tchutchu. Will take one next time.
You can also find my podcast on Apple podcasts or Spotify.
Oh! I might not have seen your email if you sent one, seems like gmail marked a lot of things as spam recently, even one from my own partner! If you have sent something important and I did not reply, maybe resend it, sorry…
No offense but some of the posts about spirituality and its role intersecting in our modern society seems very all over the place and a bit discombobulated..? Feels more like you’re just writing all your thoughts out versus a post that has a point to share..? Also, I would think the divine feminine energy would want to share their moon dance or at least some words of nourishment for those looking to experience their own divine feminine without forsaking their need for secrecy. Seems very selfish to mention it and then say it’s not something that’s shared. Just saying. Anyway Open to reading more.